Freedom
For
the past couple weeks, I have felt the need to really withdraw from the rest of
the world, to stay in my own space and go deep within. I almost feel like I did
ten years ago, when my life did a total flip-flop. I feel like Dorothy, who has
finally delivered the last broomstick to the Wizard, and it is time to return
to
Many newsletters and astrology readings on
the web spoke of these wonderful changes coming this March, especially at the
solar eclipse, that would bring us this marvelous energy and we would suddenly
be able to manifest our true hearts desire. Well, it hasn't happened, has it? . .Ahem . .
In the last two weeks since my withdrawal I
have even been shutting my computer down for days at a time, because the
internet is bringing energetic interference into my home. And as a reward, I
have been able to once again commune with that goddess voice within me, whom
the demons shut up for a number of years. She is soft and still rather timid,
but she is there, and whispering to me again.
I began to look back at the patterns of my
life and could clearly see that my last 50 years have basically consisted of
attempting to free myself from one thing or another: parents, a crappy job, a
crappy relationship, a toxic situation. But each time I did free myself, there
would always be this exhilaration, this rush of energy. For the last several
years, the stakes have been higher. The situations from which I seek liberation
are deeply embedded in the human condition. It was yesterday that I realized
that I have been practicing all my life to free myself from the confines of the
physical world and the 3rd dimension.
Many of us know at a very profound level that
we are not from this planet, and that where we came from originally was never, EVER like this. From the time I
was a child, the world made little sense to me, the rules and regulations, and
the way things functioned and the way people were expected to behave. I found
myself running to escape, and I still am. Many of you are, too. Many of us have
spent our lives as outcasts, appearing to be drifters to the rest of the world.
All attempts to fit into society have failed miserably. If this describes you,
then raise your hand and pat yourself on the back.
But yesterday, I decided to not run anymore.
Because my energy, and the energy of those of you who have
fought for liberation all your lives, HAS made a difference, all the difference
in the world. We have done our work. Now it is time to withdraw and let
the energy run to its completion.
If you have not checked out the www.tortuga.com website on my links page,
you need to do it now. Click English, then on the page that appears is a
relatively new feature, which includes the standard Mayan Oracle reading, plus
an I-Ching reading and Rune reading. I have especially found the Runes very
helpful and very accurate. On March 24, the reading spoke of the Spiritual
Warrior knowing when it is time to retreat. The I-Ching
reading for that day confirmed that this was right action for the situation.
I know that so many of us are devoted to
change. I have always been the first person to sign that petition or call my
representative when activist messages appear in my mailbox, everything from
saving the polar bears to supporting same-sex marriage, to, of course, stopping
the war in Iraq.
But I have taken a different attitude now,
and that is retreat. Though I have never believed in fate, I believe that the
cards are on the table, and it is not fate, it is what we have been creating,
but in order to bring it to completion, we need to let it happen. We have
started the ball rolling. It is rolling good and strong. Step back and let it
roll.
Which takes us back to my
opening paragraph. I have been saying this for a couple years. Some
people get turned off and don't want to listen, but if you search your hearts
you know I am right. In order for us to bring in the new world, the old world
needs to end. People get terrified when I say that, because they are afraid to
let go, but I can assure you, none of us will have are deepest heart's desires
unless the part that is no longer serving us leaves.
Many, many people will leave the planet.
These are people who have chosen not to evolve to the next levels and simply
did not come equipped to grow. Many institutions need to crumble: the
government, the economic system, the corporate structure, the
corporate-controlled media, the health-care system.
None of this works, and no matter how we try to fix it, it just needs to go. This
will free a lot of energy to allow us to quickly create the new world in the
new high-vibrational standards. As much as we try, we can't fix global warming
no matter what we do. But reducing the population to a fraction of what it is
will solve much of the problem on its own.
We can't stop this mess in the
About a year ago, my now-20-year-old cat,
Dash, got an infection at the bottom of his front paw. He must have cut
himself, and because of its location, I didn't notice it until it began to
smell. We put him on antibiotics, I cleaned it with peroxide and other
disinfectants, Dr. Luke cleaned it, but it just wouldn't heal. It wasn't getting
worse, it just stayed infected. There was a part of me that knew it would
ultimately be amputated.
Well, at the beginning of January, it shot up
his leg, eating away the skin like that flesh-eating bacteria. We had no choice
but amputation, and I think it was a relief for all of us, especially Dash. He
is now fine, running around the house and jumping on furniture, eating like a
pig. He doesn't seem to notice that he only has three legs. But the point is,
no matter what we did, we couldn't fix the part the was
bad.
I am not a morbid person, and I am not
negative. I simply am able to look at the bigger picture of what is happening
on the planet, and I certainly can see the handwriting on the wall.
So if you are one of those people who is
doing activism work, praying for an end to the war, writing letters to
Congress, or fighting for the countless other disasters going on in the world,
the time now is to STOP. Instead, withdraw your energy, go deep, and begin
creating the new world within your hearts. Let the rest take its course, and
when the canvas is clean, we will be able to start fresh and paint whatever
beautiful picture we desire. When the last of the dense energies are removed
from the planet, our dreams will become manifest instantly. But we must let go now of what is happening so that
we don't prolong the agony. Just let it happen. It will happen no matter what
we do. Let go, let it be, get out of the way, and let it fall. We will not get
what we want as long as the old obstructions are still present.
And if you believe what we have now is
salvageable, you need to start looking beyond the crap and lies
the media feeds us. Just pay attention, PAY ATTENTION, and you will see
how the old is coming apart at the seams. Don't waste your energy trying to
heal the infected foot. Amputate! Because by hanging on, trying to fix the old,
you are actually giving it energy to continue.
Read on to my next newsletter (The
Handwriting on the Wall) if you need help in seeing the bigger picture.
CopyrightŠ 2007 by
Laughing Crow